sometimes i wake up to frustrating questions like "what the hell have i done" or "what now" . then i think, "screw it, i'll be fine".
thats pretty much sums up how its been recently. but i'm fine, really.

"sining's like, some guai kia. does her homework, gets the grades, follows rules, goes home everyday to study."
hahaha, a really good friend of mine has/had? this impression of me. actually, they all do.
no i don't think its insulting or anything, its quite funny really.
whats YOUR impression of me.
oh wait, im not sure i want to hear it.

oh did i mention my grades are hideous at the moment.
i have this lil urge to exaggerate and tell you how badly my world is crashing down. but i guess it'll all be a lie.
so anyway i've decided to turn over a new leaf, again. because the last time didn't work.